All that's left of me
I remember it all
Don't know which part heralded the fall
My heart has its own timeline
Sometimes I feel like she's still mine
She calms my soul (I get anxious a lot)
My brokenness is made whole (Broken pieces are all I got)
I'm fine on most days
Her memory still stays
I learned to let all of her go
Accept the loss and release all sorrow
At times, I remember her voice
Its lovely timbre and pitch can drown out the noise
I memorized her body and her face
"I do not want to forget you", so her beauty stays
If, one day, she comes at my door
I will let her enter and sit on my floor
We will talk about the years
Laughter, pain, songs, dreams, and tears
I have never stopped loving
A part of me continues hoping
Yet a bigger chunk of my heart
Is more than ready to make a brand new start
P.S.
A,
You used to tell me that "if two people were meant to be together, they would eventually find their way back". You were wrong. Those two people were supposed to stick together through thick and thin, work things out and fight through everything. I was willing to fight for you.
If, one day, you think of coming back to me, don't. I'm begging you not to. You won't be able to fix what you broke. I am not your old toy in the attic, idly waiting for you in a dusty corner. You helped me realize that I am so much more than that; so I will become so much more. I have long since moved on but moving on does not necessarily mean forgetting. I will find the love I really deserve. I am still keeping my promise of loving you forever, a part of me always will. But love, it is best for us to keep our distance.
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