Uncertainty.
It is the feeling that I hate the most. It fuels my already anxious mind, making everything even scarier. I have an imagination that can probably fill a galaxy so the very thought of something is enough to make it so real to me.
Medical school is my biggest uncertainty at the moment. If I screwed this up, my life will be in a total limbo. Sanity, please stay with me.
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OK, I've had my coffee. Thank God for coffee-induced thoughts. I will finish this. Like a marathon runner who experiences a burst of energy with the finish line in plain sight, I will give everything left in me- my willpower, faith, and pep talk. There's not much left anymore but yeah, at least this is something.
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